looking forward to?

okay, i have two papers to write so this will be a quick one. just need to get it off my chest real quick. i'm talking to a friend, as usual, and the whole Muslim man thing came up. apparently, one of her non-Muslim friends has a thing for Muslim guys. i don't know if its the beard, or the cufi, or the praying, couldnt tell you. so my friend asked her why? she said because they do everything except eat pork. WOW. i mean, wow. is THAT the perception that they have of our men? sad part is, i can't even blame her. thats the perception they give them. the same dudes we see at the masjid, at work smashing every chick there, selling drugs, only wanna act muslim during Jumuah and when its time to marry another wife, in the club getting twisted every weekend with some dumb diseased chick grinding all on them. these dudes just as dumb as her though, don't get it twisted.

this is what we have to look forward to? really?

i mean, i'm gonna be honest. some Muslim women are into these same things. the men and women of this sort deserve one another. but I am speaking of the sisters and brothers who want something real. who want that fear of Allah in the household. who want love and tranquility to play a major role in the relationship. can't find it with a person who doesn't want the same. now i'm not saying i believe this is the majority, its just what i'm surrounded by for the most part. i repel this type of energy, because i can't relate. i want to go to Jannah, and i want people in my life who want to do the same. who work to do the same. its so disheartening to see and hear the things i do. definitely ready for something different. may Allah bless us with what we strive for, in goodness of course. ameen.

i don't wanna be a sexy old cat lady, smh. lol

nina