i know how important love is.

to be loved, and to give love in return. gives life.

he is a bitch. he lies for attention. he doesn't know what love is, and uses the word so frequently. lord heal and help his fans and victims.

praying for my mama. she deserves a world, or two, of happiness.

i wanna be ready, but i'm not. i have nothing to be ready for, besides anything at all. the truth without anyone to tell it to. i don't want it. i have so much to do for me and myself. i took steps back when i took him on, and i'm still catching up to my expectations of my own self.

i'm opening and closing. i have nothing left to say. i have so much more to tell you.

i hope i say it right. i hope you understand. i hope i do what i hope to do.

if i didn't write it down, i promise i'd forget. intentionally, of course. then i know, remember and make sure not to forget.

bismillah.