crush it like a coke can.

sooo, i know i have said this before, but that one doesnt count anymore lol.

i got a crushhhh. yesss.

its an old crush, but every time i run into him, or we come in contact in some way, i get all doe eyed and day dreamy lol. so he kinda called me on ooVoo today, yes kinda. it was a bad connection so i didnt even know it was him. but i guess we will talk one day. gotta scream i told you so, silently of course. he should totally drop this whole goody goody thing he has going and be my boo. but anyway...

i have to tell you about my new thing. i have decided, that when i meet the man i want to be with, its just gonna happen. im not gonna ask him, im gonna tell him. he cant say no, because i wont give him a chance to. in the words of my martian kudi.."i just say hi, then grab her hand." but mine will be a his instead of a her. and guess what, he is gonna like it. love it even. boom.

peace, & forceful love.