right now.

bismillah

i promise not to complain for at LEAST 2 weeks. this is a big committment. i'm not big on complaining, but lately things have been a bit on the difficult side. i have found myself sighing, huffing, puffing. mumbling obsceneties, almost shouting them at times. rolling and cutting my eyes, allowing the weight to stay on my shoulders instead of letting it roll off. in my opinion, these are all forms of indirect, tacit complaining. it is SO unlike me, so i chose to end it. i need to stay focused on the reason i am here. may Allah guide me, and us all.

love