discipline.

i cant focus on anything
but i don't know what is distracting me
my thoughts maybe

idk
i just can't focus
its annoying me
i forget what day of the week it is
i dont know i have tests until the first few minutes of class
i leave school and dont remember it until i return
im bored at work
so i barely do anything pertaining to it
when i get home the agenda is to devise a plan to get me out of the house
i just always want to leave
without knowing where i want to go

i feel distracted
without knowing what is distracting me
its the strangest feeling
i feel like its something in my subconscience
some massive being, some substantial existence
awaiting its inception
awaiting my attention
without knowing i already feel it coming
and i'm already feeling like it could be consuming
too consuming
i have to stop it before it starts.
its warning me.