epiphany.

buenos dias.

soooo, as i made my way home last night i realized something. nothing that has failed to cross my mind previously, but i think it really set in last night. i cant do this anymore. call me a dreamer, but my aspirations are much bigger than this place. and by this place i mean this building, this job, this city. i have to make a move. after work today i am going to physically write out a plan. inshaAllah. once i make up my mind to do something, i am pretty persistent about getting it done. this should be no different. i just need to put myself in a position where what i am doing on a day to day basis reminds me that im working toward something. ive never NOT had that. until now of course. alot of the people around me have become complacent. thats scary when we have so far to go. funny, i sound like ive been here my whole life, and its only been about 10 months. could you IMAGINE what i could do with that amount of time though?? the places i could see, hear, feel?? amazing. i look at time as a gift. a gift you cant replace or return. each minute that passes is gone forever. i hate the idea of wanting my minutes to pass more quickly so i can get off work, only to return the following day and feel the SAME WAY. i love my time, life, learning. and its time to move on. again, lol.

ttyl & smooch.