i've decided...

Hola.

my dear sweet blog, oh how i have missed thee. not only have i missed you, it has been brought to my attention that i have not blogged since April. guess i have been a bit preoccupied, lol. but i have made a conscious decision to recommence. as i once said, self expression is therapeutic. beneficial to nobody but myself. this is like my easily accesible, publicly private journal. i am going to make an effort to blog at least 3 times a week. i eventually want it to become an everyday thing. maybe it'll help me build upon my level of consistency. so short or long, lets see if i can keep this thing going.

over the next few weeks, i may ambiguously discuss some of the things that you, my dear blog, have missed due to my wandering attention span. but for now, heres today:

nothing major, lol. i worked, after being off yesterday. i feel like my days off are becoming more and more short. i keep feeling like im wasting time, like i dont have much left. i keep remembering that the time that has passed and is passing, i won't be able to get back. unchangeable moments permanently etched into my past. but anyway, i was fine when i got up this morning. perfectly comfortable and warm, even in the cold of the stinkin snow. then as soon as i got to work, my mood declined. next thing i know, i have a headache. this happens pretty often. and im beginning to feel as if it is completely subconscious. i think i feel contained by my workplace. most ppl do, there is nothing unique about feeling trapped by my job. but there is something unique about my spirit, and my spirit isnt taking it too easy. time to fly away? i think so...