hello blog.

its been a minute, huh? welllll i must say quite a bit has taken place in this short period of time. i blogged probably a few months ago. i have since moved back to Baltimore, MD. exciting but not, its alhamdulillah. interesting to be back, but nothing too crazy going on besides work. i saw my father, whom i havent seen in a while. i was accompanied by my smoochy, who assisted me in not being as mean as i would have been otherwise. it was a nice visit overall. not really awkward but i could tell he was nervous to speak about the serious stuff. we will get to it one day i guess, just need to work on rebuilding our relationship.

this is so ADD of me, but you know how there are always those ppl in your life who think they know what your thinking, or what you are about, or how you REALLY feel? why cant ppl just see things for what they are instead of over analyzing and making it something deeper than it is? i think it shows their desire to know more about what goes on in your mind. i mean they must be interested since they are taking guesses at what it is that you are thinking, feeling, etc. when i say i dont care, i really dont. believe it. when i say i am not hurting, i mean it. when i say i am not upset, even if it seems like i should be lol, im not. idk what is up with me lately, it seems as if i CANNOT be upset or angry or sad for long. im talking minutes. its weird. ive been such a ray of sunshine. idk what thats about. like i lost my wallet. MY FRIKIN WALLET, and i was cool. i have never lost my wallet before, so it should have been traumatic. not. at. all. then some other stuff happens, i.e. my favorite sun glasses being broken (lol joking), and i just get over it. hmmmm....whatever

anyway, i miss my mommy...signing out!

nina