upside down.

i absolutely adore micheal cera, hate when my boobs touch, and wish that i had that him. i am also almost positive that if i had a big enough room, i would have a california king bed. somehow. eff the if, WHEN.

i just had to get that out. anywhoo, just wanted to tell you i went and prayed. through prayer gained strength. i feel much better. i might stay up all night, get this work done. tomorrow is the last day before the break. i am planning to go to atlanta AGAIN. i admit, i really don't want to. i know my mother would have a baby cow if i don't though. maybe i will only stay for a couple of days. i kind of want to go with my dads side for the holiday. i miss them, i never get to see them. knowing this, i am sure i will be boarding that plane to atlanta tomorrow afternoon anyway. attempting to hype myself up as we speak.

i need a new iPod. i remember when somebody loved me enough to buy me one, just because i wanted it. those were the days, lol. i know it'll all come in due time. i have to learn to be more responsible, limit myself. seriously. i have some changes to make. as always.

mkay, out for now.

smooch