pressure.

hola dear blog.

subhanAllah. i could be very stressed right now. it would probably be completely justifiable to feel that way with everything that is going on. i'm not going to complain. i'm not going to tear. i'm not going to break. i'm not going to ask. i'm not going to tell. i am going to pray, & humble myself before my Lord. He is the ONLY One who can change my circumstance. of course i have to be proactive in that change as well, and i very much plan to be. i just have to take a few steps i've been avoiding. i am going to shake it off & keep it going. inshaAllah it will all be worth it.

sidebar: happy birthday to meeee. and i love my mother so much. she is amazing, inspirational, sweet, generous beyond her means, nurturing, sustaining, loving. i don't know what i would do without her. may Allah grant her Jannah.

grind time

peace