la la land? NOPE!

salaams

okay, so im sitting here carrying out my usual hobby of thinking to myself. during this episode of "nina's thoughts", i recalled a conversation i had with a friend, which just so happens to be a guy. because he observed that i had been married, and wanted to be conclusive about that fact, he says "you are obsessed with the idea of being in love". anyone who knows me knows that i laughed hysterically when i heard his terrible attempt to tell me about myself.
so i, being curious about what brought him to this conclusion, simply asked him "what makes you say that?"...he then proceeds to say "because you keep getting married". im like wow. so because i PREFER to do the right thing and refuse to give freely of my BUSINESS, i sit around drawing hearts, dreaming of the man who will one day sweep me off my feet so we can ride off into the clouds that lead to his magical kingdom across the universe on his pretty stallion. okay, lol.
i wont get into the reasons why i chose to be married, each situation has its own intricate reasoning. my point is, i feel like alot of times the institution of marriage isnt taken seriously. people dont look at it for what it is, what Allah decreed it to be. by some, i would even say few, it has been made into a thing you do when you hear a sappy song or see a mushy movie that overwhelms your emotions, making you feel as if you NEED to be what it says. UGH. its a joke to me that he was trying to say i didnt put any thought into my decisions. but anywhooo, i think i lost my train of thought. lol

im obsessed with getting into Jannah, so insha allah that will happen for me and mine...AMIN

peace to the middle;)